Almost My Last

[pweddygurl]

I go running to my room with every ones pain mine is the worst of all hoping it to get better the olny way i can smile is to get the razor and SLASH SLASH SLASH the blade so sharp.
The deeper i go all my troubles go down the drain and i finally have a way of smiling.

My Boyfriend seen the cuts and he was like why are you cutting your arms up I was like it is the olny way to smile.
Every day gose by hoping my life will change.
Hoping soon it will be my day to fly high above the sky where all my worries are soon away so that is why i am writting this to say goodbye.

[Erika]

again with the suicide. I don't like this one as much as some of you're others. It's not really showing how you feel. only tht you smile when you cut. And also it doesn't talk about any pain in your life to compelle u to do it. you hav a bf who cares and thers nothing much about any thing of the sort....just a lil confuzed. explain?

[pweddygurl]

i cant really i kinda just wrote it...but i wrote it when i wasnt feeling anything...

[Erika]

okay, well that works for me. mixed feelings etc. okay. tahts a lil beter

[pweddygurl]

lol yeah...

[Erika]

yups