Suffering Emotions

[pweddygurl]

This is for my love which still has not passed
But i finally found the words to express my pain atlast
Before i go on i just want you to know that i love you and always will
But dont you be surprised by the words that im gonna spill
So I thought you would love me back why is that a mistake
Why wasint there a chance ? atleast for a friends sake !

You dont know what you had put me through
You made me enter something new
Even at silence I hear my heart screams a roar
Expressing pain , feeling soar
You should be ashamed and filled with Guilt
for all the hatred that you had Built
We're still friends .. I know we are
Thats why im telling you that you WENT too far !
Dont love me ! , but your my friend , how come your not always there
why do you pretend like you dont care
have you forgotten the memories that we share ?
because if you di then your not being fair
I wont judge you .. I know I cant have you
Its just that i wont stoping loving , missing , adoring , admiring YOU
I'm just asking you to stop all the ignorance and this misery
because your the only one who should take the blame
Thats why you should feel sympathy and a little bit shame
Put me into an empty plate and take all ive got
Cuz all i have is a heart carying you .. isint that alot ?
Surprised by the words that ive just said ?
Surprised by the pain that ive bled ?
Surprised by the pain that i daily feel ?
well i love it , all of it , and i dont want it to heal ...